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to you:
im sick of playing your stupid games.

thats whats left of my really long post. the rest are too crude. ha.


todays a niceee day! watched 2 movies. da vinci code in e morn with sf mich n keen and x men in the afternn with my pri sch friends. rushed all the way from causeway to dhoby ghaut n then they said they didnt get tickets! argh. so we watched the 4pm show. had dinner afterwards. was playing mine sweeper with keen online just now. lost 5-0! argh. hahaha.


oh yea. and thanks dude. that was awe-inspiring. haha. showed that you cared. :D miss sitting with you. on the surface, we laughed and joked and made a whole lot of noise in class at times. but it was much more than that.


had training today. eee super scary! row halfway i couldn breathe properly! argh. first time. poor bel i bet she was freaking out. mich too. mann i kept telling them my chest very pain. whoa seriously i have no idea what happened. just that my arms felt really weak and my vision was going black. lol knew i was gonna faint if i carried on mann. first time i fainted was in a temple. luckily my aunt caught me. i cant stand smoke. too bad we were at one thou mark. she rowed me to shore and started talking crap.. haha like how some of her super seniors (my seniors) were very handsome and how nj guys were getting worse and worse every batch. and she said, "look at my batch!" and sighed. lol. thanks dear. for trying to make me forget about my chest pains. though i bet you were pretty much in shock. :DD


im not stupid you know.

anyway. to ppl out there. stop asking me for my freaking marks. if i scored better than you, so what? if i did worse than you, so what? does it mean im smarter than you or vice versa? the answer to thats pretty obvious. thats one thing i learnt after my psle. so what if i was always one of the better scorers in class. i screwed my psle.

maybe you think i dont care about my grades. honest answer? sure baby, its all about grades. thats how things work here in singapore. mugger school. mugger society. what's the point of asking everyone for their grades? i mean, you know how much effort you put in. you know how much you deserve. and thats good enough. at least for me.

one more thing. if you wanna know my grades, ASK ME. not go through some other funny mediums. ask other ppl, sms, call them, look at the overall grade sheet, whatever. if you dont dare to ask me, then you certainly dont have to know my marks. end of story.

screw society.

was folding cranes in class today. for cip. ha. thanks to zy kim br jm gl sil fy and loads of others for helping me!! love you guys. :DD

oh. and was watching the front part of saw 2 in class today. mr hs cool. he walked in, saw us watching, and didnt say a word about it. its m18 by the way. gosh its so gory. eee.


art presentation went relatively well today. i sounded like i knew my stuff. emphasis on the word 'sounded'. ha. really need to get an A mann. to get my grades up.

i realised something. i always do well/better in crap subjects.. stuff that others consider a waste of time. subjects like well art.. for one. music. pe. home econs. design and tech. lol. and i totally suck at what is classified under "core subjects". eg CHEM. physics. maths. sigh.

dunno what i wanna take next time. if im going for whatevers useful, it will be physics chem maths econs. problem is physics chem maths are my worst subjects. as in i dont have any interest in them at all.

my dream combi: music, art, bio, geog.
as ive said, its a dream combi.

gonna have to actually WORK on my art proj this jun hols. its 70% of my total grades. argh. actually though arts really time consuming, ive never regretted taking it up.
through art, i learnt to see things that others dont see.
through art, i learnt stuff about myself that i never would have known otherwise.
through art, i explored areas that i would never have dared to touh otherwise.
through art, i understood the world better.

with art, the worlds a better place :DD


todays a happy day!! was sick ytd. was like omg how am i supposed to run tmr?! well but everything turned out ok. got back results. ok that issnt exactly the happy part. but i did much better for my maths than i expected!! surprise surprise. the rest of the subjects kinda sucked. especially chinese. what happened mann.

sports day today! ran 4 by 400 house and 4 by 100 class relay today. 4 by 400m was like torture. i couldn stand at the finish line. wah all the lactic acid was really too much. after my first 200m i knew i was dead mann. started too fast. for the next 100m was still okay.. could hear the commentator going "terra is going to overtake lignum" ok. so that kinda gave me the push to overtake her. damn shouldn have overtaken her there la. but i was leading! but then last 100 i could hardly move. argh. ended up third! and my team followed in my footsteps.. we ended overall 3rd too. ha. quite surprised actually. we were the most junior team ok. i was the only ip2 and there were 2 j1s and 1 j2. some teams had a full j2 team la. yayayayayayay. great job girls!

then was 4 by 100 class. this was my most important race. really wanted it real bad mann and all the rest of us did too. 3rd overall!! YAY!! we lost to the 2nd by ONE footstep. damn. oh but i overtook a GUY. yayayayayay. too bad i dunno which guy it was that i overtook. haha. its a nice feeling overtaking guys. :DD
great job 02!! love you guys.

oh and 02 came in overall second!! yay!

ha when i showed my mum my 3 bronzes today she was like," i know you said bronze medal this year look nicer than silver or gold but you dont need 3 right? next time get silver or gold la." haha.

sadly next year if i run ill be running under jc catergory. which means competition is gonna be harder. sigh.


funtasia 2 was kinda fun! spent 24 bucks in total.. spent ten bucks on food, four bucks on a pretty pic and 6 bucks on haunted house. my first haunted house! crap it was sooo embarassing! at first i thought it wouldnt be that scary cause i kinda knew all the organisers and i thought i would be able to recognise the ghosts but well.. it was so dark i couldnt recognise anyone! haha. and i kept grabbing my friends shirt! argh. and hes a guy. so embarrassing! and kn kept grabbing my shirt!! argh. and sf was the funniest. she kept grabbing my other guy friend's shirt whom she didnt even know! hahaha. i am never going to step into another haunted house again. i think.


on a lighter note, when i turned on my phone after i got home, i got a big shock. there were two guy trackers on my display pic!! i was like "HUH?! when did i take this?!" then after a few seconds, the first thing i thought of was "CRYSTAL WEE AND LAU SHUFANG". HA. watch out for your phone dears. but well, those guy trackers have nice legs :))


__ ___ is a complete nuthead. the freaking thing starts at a freaking 1030!! and why the freaking hell does the school want us in school by 8 when we have a freaking 4 hours to prepare today?! the freaking freak thing is that a nuthead wants us in sch by a freaking 7!! what the freaking hell. 3 1/2hours to put powder on table?! wth. damn. shit. argh. FREAK. argh.

by the way the freaking thing happening tomorrow is nj's funtasia 2!! dont get me wrong i have nothing against our funfair (ITS GONNA ROCK) its just the freaking crazy arrangements. argh.

ok. that was vulgar. but what the heck.

FREAK.


gosh. i seem to be having a very amusing week! mugged at amk library today. gosh and guess what this 29 year old dud was trying to chat me up! hes even older than mr t! eee. this is what i remember of the convo:

Him: It's raining.
Me: ya.
You stay around here?
hmm ya.
avenue 3 or 4?
huh dunno. ( i didnt say i stayed in ave 3 or 4!)
why you dont wanna tell me?
huh dunno.
Scared i do something to you issit?
huh dunno.
Is your family very conservative?
huh?
Of course not if not you wont be talking to stangers right?
hmm ya. (dude, im 16 i can choose who i wanna talk to)
whats your name?
hmm huijun.
there are only 2 reasons you are talking to me.
1: you are giving me face.
2. you are interested in me.
i think its more of 1.
hmm ya dunno. (thats pretty obvious)
you must think im having designs on you right?
hmm dunno.
dont worry its just nice to have someone to talk to.
hmm ya.
i never try anything funny on you right?
hmm ya. (of course not la. if you do ill scream. and its a library.)
can i ask you something weird?
yea?
do you wear revealing clothes?
huh. dunno. no. (what's your definition of revealing?)
you born in 87, 88 or 89?
huh dunno. (wa lao. do i look that old?)
is age a secret?
dunno.
i am born in the year of snake. im 29. you?
dunno.
are you sarcarstic at times?
hmm dunno. (like duh. everyones sarcarstic at times)
some guys like sarcarstic girls.
hmm ok.
so are you 17 or 18 this year?
dunno.
girls my age are either married or too naggy. i like teenage girls.
hmm ok. (oh no you are a psycho)
you have boyfriend?
dunno. (to think you said you werent interested)
its very risky for guys my age to date teen girls. they usually dump the guy. I hate to be dumped.
hmm ok. (ha. who likes being dumped?)
what kind of guys do you like? those who wear caps and walk around listening to mp3s? guys your age?
hmm ya. (hahaha the posers? no way. but they are definitely better than weird 30 year old guys trying to chat up innocent little girls)
you know what. its very hard for me to read my book here. you are very distracting.
hmm ok. (heyy. you are the one whos distracting me la. im trying to study here)
you are very nice to talk to.
hmm ya. (sure. all i said was "hmm ya" and "ok")
i have to go now. can i contact you?
erm. no. (wah. now you finally get to the main point)
so i cannot contact you anymore?
hmm no.
oh. see you.

yucks. hes worse than a***. i was writing on my notepad while he was attempting to talk to me la. and he just didnt get it. argh. waste my time.

met kelly on the way home today! my awesome going home from third lang partner in sec one. oh well.


mugged at kap today. 10 to 6. whoa. and i only finished like ONE subject. sucks.

kap's a really cool place. a diversity of people. great for ppl watching. 10 plus.. ppl who end sch early starts streaming in. (hcjc was having an early day). 12 plus. the working ppl come in for their lunch breaks. poly students start coming too. 1 plus. screamy girls from a prestigious girls sch enters. 4 plus. the nj ppl start coming in. and some top guy schools posers enter too. they were wearing caps. in a perfectly sunless room. for goodness sake.

the 2 girls and a guy sitting beside my table were a fantastic source of amusement. these 2 girls.. were well. apparently 16. and they behaved like sec ones. or worse than that. i wasnt like that even in sec one ok. they were very very blatantly flirting with this guy, who was from army. (nat overheard their convo on how they were waiting for this guy that one of the girls liked) and this is how they flirt: by putting cups on his head. well well. and they were from a prestigious girls sch. it was very amusing. and the stuff that they say.. gosh. made us feel soo old. like we were 20. couldnt help glancing at them once in a while and grinning to myself.

two girls sitting at table X.
two girls sitting at table Y.
the same age.
but you wont be able to tell.

i think being in nj changes me. was looking at all the sec sch ppl in kap and some of them seemed so young, childish and immature. mostly the sec ones i think. in half a years time in gonna be in j1. how fast.

in one of the recent gc lectures, found out that only 20% of students make it to university or something. shocking. i never knew it was this little! maybe its because almost everyone that i know makes it to jc. and everyone that i know is aiming for uni. which somehow means that im only mixing with as what mr y terms "singapores elite". i hardly know anyone from neighbourhood schools. though ill love to get to know more ppl. what a narrow scope of friends.

went to some sort of social gathering recently. had ppl from all walks of life. whoa it was quite funny. by saying that i was in jc, ppl were quite impressed. and saying it was nj, they were pretty impressed. and i had to explain what IP was like ten times. cause nobody knew what it was. and they were very much impressed. and then they start asking about other personal stuff. and they were really impressed. it was just weird. i never got this kind of reaction before. it was like meeting people from a whole new arena of society. i think the sort of "social class" in our society will always be there, no matter how much people try to deny its existence.

whoa. im only 16. and theres already such a segregation. i wonder what will happen 20 years down the road.


ass week is next week. but i just had to blog about today.

picture this. when you ask the guy beside you how to do a chem qn, he grabs your worksheet, puts it at the side of his table, and refers to his own worksheet!

i was like HUH?! what you need my worksheet for ?
he went. oh ya hor. you can have it back.
HA.

during bioorg..
AD: I wish i can copy's everyone's talents.. like zk's maths brain, l's basketball skills, and's piano playing.. etc.
Me: haha next time when you grow up go invent this machine that can copy everyone's talents.
AD: if I do, I am not going to copy. I am going to CUT. :)

hahaha.


today was one of those normal days that turned out hilarious.

well. i was sleeping in class. after LA. (no teacher was in class ok) and ern started drawing on my arm! haha was totally hilarious. cause half the class was sleeping and he kept prancing around drawing on everyone's arms. really made my day.

second thing. i went to throw shotput!! HAHAHA. after much persuasion from bx. nvr thrown a real shotput in my life before. was afraid that the shotput would land in front of me!! so malu. haha. this was my mum's reaction:

me: heyy mum guess what i went to throw shot put today and i got third!
mum: WHAT?! YOU?! SHOTPUT?! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

and she couldnt stop laughing ok. then i started laughing too! but hey 3rd not bad ok. got like 12 to 14 ppl there. as a mother she was supposed to say something cliche like "great job dear!" and not laugh insanely! hahaha but still its super funny! haha.


i have been writing my mi essay to the extent where i have no idea what im talking about anymore. 12 pages so far. argh. saturation point reached.

went to mrs t house for cert presentation on thurs. she gave me a plaque! ( if thats how you spell it) gosh. it costs like 150 bucks?! swell.

mr ng congratulated me. he said the examiner told him that he enjoyed my 2nd and 3rd piece. im hoping for the best.


my piano exam is over.
okay i was damn nervous. though ive like gone through this a zillion times. but yeah. my first piece screwed. was too nervous. slips here and there. rest were pretty much okay. got better and better i think.. cause i got less and less nervous. then sight reading. the examiner was trying to screw me ok. he gave me this piece with 4 flats. THEN im the middle it switched to 4 sharps. THEN it happily switched to 3 flats. thats not the end of it. left hand was in triple time. right hand was in duple. and there was pedalling. and dynamics. and tempo. and glissandos. wa lao. seriously. its one of the hardest sight reading pieces ive ever played. but i think i did ok. :DD

reached home around 4 plus.. then suddenly received this msg to go to mac for debrief! was a sad sad one. would not go into details here. jogged there jogged back. wah im influenced by canoeing mann. if i dont run everyday i feel very weird. haha.


gosh oh gosh. my piano exam is in 1 HR 15 MINS time. ha. im all changed and everything. turned on the com. its the only way i stop myself walking all around the house feeling nervous. arghh.. oh mann. confidence.

found out today that for our 4 by 100m class relay heats we came in 4th overall! whoots. lets go guys! get top 3 in finals. ha.


todays a really memorable day.. not that its good or bad or anything but just memorable.

ran 4 by 100m class relay and 800m finals today. class relay was okay.. other than the fact that its not very nice losing to juniors. 800m runners - 2 trackers 3 canoeists 3 other ppl. started out okay.. everyone kind of packed together.. was gonna break away at 300m then suddenly nat fell! oh gosh. at that point in time i seriously didnt know what to do.. to stop or just continue running. then i did something very stupid. i slowed down turned around and asked, "Nat are you okay?" then i continued running. stupid la. by then everyone was already like 5 to 10 secs ahead and i couldnt catch up anymore. ( 5 -10 secs is a lot okayy =D) i should have:
1) gave up the race and just stopped for nat.
2) continue running though i know ill feel very guilty afterwards.
argh. what contradiction. the 3 of us ended up 4th 5th and 6th losing to some girl that i didnt expect to be fast.

then watched the movie "miracles" with the canoeists. until like 8 plus.. but it was a pretty good movie.. very inspiring. i should have watched the movie before i ran. ha.

piano exam tmr!! wheee.

cant run 1500m and 100m. desperately looking for replacement.


just a min ago, i was in a rather happy mood.

NOW. damn you for screwing me.

what's your freaking problem?


was watching tv just now.. that doggy show with the dog called 'buddy'. hardly watch tv nowadays. this guy who acted as josh is super cute!!

reminded me of that time when i asked gladd, "Describe your dream boyfriend."

"Tall, dark and silent."

I told her to go marry a tree. :D